Hurting..

It's because I care, so I hurt when the "care" is not reciprocated.
It's because I care, that every little thing carves itself into my mind and refuse to go away
It's because I care, so I get angry easily when things are not going where and how they should.
It's because I care, so I question when there are people who dun.

No matter how much I try to put it out of the mind, the questions are always there.
The hurt will lessen slowly but will always remain in my memory.
I hurt ~ but I dun usually show it.

I'm sorry for lashing out at a friend
And although said friend always say he understands
But deep down inside, I will always question it
Sorry....
If this affects our friendship, then there's nothing much I can say except sorry and move on sadly...

I'm quiet by nature...
Appearing cold and stand-of-ish at times.

But talk to me yah?